[Jolly]

I don't. And i'm sort of proud of that.

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yeah, it's used as a medicine for depression & pain, as I'm sure you were aware.

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This is very true. And the problem with me.
haha, I should try that for real. Sometimes it just goes the other way: I am depressed, and therefore depressing music "sounds good"
The problem is that my goal is to be a web developer/designer. The thing is that my school doesn't offer design, art or computer science at all. (I know. It's pretty far away from everything and anything)
hahaha, I just need someone to hate. 3: )

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I guess I'm just too weak.

Spoiler:

I'll try

Just because your school doesn't offer courses doesn't mean you can't learn it.
There are a bunch of online courses and tutorials you can do, also web design is something you develop with experience anyway.
So... GET ON IT.

[cr33pyguy]

Just because your school doesn't offer courses doesn't mean you can't learn it.
There are a bunch of online courses and tutorials you can do, also web design is something you develop with experience anyway.
So... GET ON IT.

Thanks for everything there Jollie.
I'm waiting for Lux to get back on, he seems to be inactive (or just ignoring me)
we were thinking of doing some webdesign together. I'll get on with it this weekend, did he contact me or not, don't worry.

Also, I promised to myself that I wouldn't play during the week anymore... let's see if that pays back.

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I have no more morals, because the internet nulled them.

This. Is. What. The internet. Will. Do. To. You.
internet is cancer. But it's also motivation

[w00t]

Caffeine is more addictive than marijuana, but marijuana is a central nervous system depressant, so it physically makes you less motivated.

[TUNER M0n5t3r]

This may sound stupid, but, my way of staying not depressed= cartoons. Watching cartoons, drawing cartoons, heck even playing cell-shaded video games make me feel better.

[LeoTheLone]

I have no motivation to do anything anymore

[DarkMuse]

Caffeine is more addictive than marijuana, but marijuana is a central nervous system depressant, so it physically makes you less motivated.

Wow well you obviously dont know alot about marijuana because there are all kinds of strands that actually induce motivation and/or energy. Look it up

[Eclipse]

Wow well you obviously dont know alot about marijuana because there are all kinds of strands that actually induce motivation and/or energy. Look it up

It causes massive release of dopamine and blocks the pores so that you are left depressed after the initial boost. Look it up.

[DarkMuse]

...after the initial boost.

[Jolly]

Research on dope is pretty flawed at the moment so both arguments are debateable.
-smokes some tobaco-

[w00t]

Research on dope is pretty flawed at the moment so both arguments are debateable.
-smokes some tobaco-

Not really. You can easily look up the pharmacology of THC and most other active chemicals in marijuana.