46 Today! FFS 07-11-2019, 04:14 PM
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Yep, i just turned 46 Today, feel good , and kinda weird at same time... why you would ask that for me it's an achievement ?
Well to be honest.... I Never tought that i would even make it to 35 :/ ..., and now i am 46...
I tought soooo many times about ending my life... since i was 23 to be more specific.
I'm stuck with General Anxiety, panic disorder, bi-polar, social phobia, hypochondria, and some other health issues..
I worked hard since i was 15 Yo, had first depression at 20, then a Burnout at 24, other depression at 26 and finally got diagnosed with all those problems officially at 33.
Since then.. i was never able to go back to work,Â
 i tried, again.. and again... and it never worked.. i might be done for the rest of my life and stuck with pills, and those F**** problems i can't control.... but still i can't accept it 
Have no $$$ left in the account in the middle of each month, (That's just one of the reason i'm trying to find some way to make $$ from home btw... ) bills are getting bigger and late payment, but hey, i got kids that need me, can't abandon.
That's just a small part of my story, i felt i would share it with some of you today, that's kind of a small relief for me also . I am proud to be still alive (believe it or not)
Have a good day everyone!
Well to be honest.... I Never tought that i would even make it to 35 :/ ..., and now i am 46...
I tought soooo many times about ending my life... since i was 23 to be more specific.
I'm stuck with General Anxiety, panic disorder, bi-polar, social phobia, hypochondria, and some other health issues..
I worked hard since i was 15 Yo, had first depression at 20, then a Burnout at 24, other depression at 26 and finally got diagnosed with all those problems officially at 33.
Since then.. i was never able to go back to work,Â
 i tried, again.. and again... and it never worked.. i might be done for the rest of my life and stuck with pills, and those F**** problems i can't control.... but still i can't accept it 
Have no $$$ left in the account in the middle of each month, (That's just one of the reason i'm trying to find some way to make $$ from home btw... ) bills are getting bigger and late payment, but hey, i got kids that need me, can't abandon.
That's just a small part of my story, i felt i would share it with some of you today, that's kind of a small relief for me also . I am proud to be still alive (believe it or not)
Have a good day everyone!



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