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46 Today! FFS - xxtripodxx - 07-11-2019

Yep, i just turned 46 Today, feel good , and kinda weird at same time...  why you would ask that for me it's an achievement ?
Well to be honest.... I Never tought that i would even make it to 35 :/ ..., and now  i am 46...
I tought soooo many times about ending my life...  since i was 23  to be more specific.
I'm stuck with General Anxiety, panic disorder, bi-polar,  social phobia, hypochondria, and some other health issues..
I worked hard since i was 15 Yo, had first depression at 20, then a Burnout at 24, other depression at 26 and  finally got diagnosed with all those problems officially  at 33.

Since then..  i was never able to go back to work,  Sad  i tried, again.. and again... and it never worked.. i might be done for the rest of my life and stuck with pills, and those F**** problems i can't control.... but still i can't accept it Sad

Have no $$$ left in the account  in the middle of each month,  (That's just one of the reason i'm trying to find some way to make $$ from home btw... )  bills are getting bigger and late payment, but hey, i got kids that need me, can't abandon.

That's just a small part of my story, i felt i would share it with some of you today, that's kind of a small relief for me also . I am  proud to be still alive (believe it or not)

Have a good day everyone!


RE: 46 Today! FFS - mothered - 07-12-2019

Firstly, wishing you a very happy birthday.

I do hope things Improve for you, a lot sooner than later.
All the best.


RE: 46 Today! FFS - xxtripodxx - 07-12-2019

(07-12-2019, 05:12 AM)mothered Wrote: Firstly, wishing you a very happy birthday.

I do hope things Improve for you, a lot sooner than later.
All the best.

Tanks mate! i appreciate!


RE: 46 Today! FFS - OversouL - 07-12-2019

Happy birthday good sir! Biggrin Hang in there.

How old are your children?


RE: 46 Today! FFS - mothered - 07-12-2019

(07-12-2019, 05:15 AM)xxtripodxx Wrote:
(07-12-2019, 05:12 AM)mothered Wrote: Firstly, wishing you a very happy birthday.

I do hope things Improve for you, a lot sooner than later.
All the best.

Tanks mate! i appreciate!

You're most welcome.

Just remember: "There's always someone worse off than you". I realize It's easier said than done, but keep pushing with a positive mindset.


RE: 46 Today! FFS - Hueloip - 07-12-2019

Happy belated birthday, stay strong man its all about mentality with the right one you can see the positives in anything, the reason its all worth it.
Making money from home needs some dedication so channel your energy into that, the feeling you get from that is rewarding in itself.
Keep on keeping on man


RE: 46 Today! FFS - Tracefl0w - 07-12-2019

Happy birthday!
Life is short, don't forget to live aswell!


RE: 46 Today! FFS - xxtripodxx - 07-12-2019

Thanks everyone for your good words.


RE: 46 Today! FFS - darkninja1980 - 07-22-2019

happy birthday. Wow, you are older than me. I am only 39 right now.


RE: 46 Today! FFS - mothered - 07-22-2019

(07-22-2019, 02:40 AM)darkninja1980 Wrote: happy birthday. Wow, you are older than me. I am only 39 right now.

I'm older than both of you.