[Jusluvn]

It can be forgiven. But I'm in a position where if I decide to leave, I will be with nothing and on the streets. I do have a job but like I said just paid bills and, am broke till payday. As much as I want to make things work, I'm afraid they aren't going to. But starting from nothing is gonna be hard. I do love her and hope things work, but shes been by me through my bad, so I feel like I should be by her through her bad. How can one come to terms with leaving everything and turning my back on the situation? Thanks for the advice its much appreciated.

No problem. Why would you be on the streets? Do you live at her place? It sounds like you are willing to forgive. Just think about it carefully and make sure that's what you really want to do. I would not worry about starting again from nothing, because that is better than being unhappy with what you currently have. But it seems like from what you have told me that you want to make things work out.

Quick update. From the time of the last post to now, it all went bad. She attacked me and got some good hits on my face and a few good bite marks on me. I did live at her place, and this happened conveniently after I put money in her acc to pay rent, so now I'm broke without a place ha. Luckily still working. What gets me the most though is as messed up as it all is, part of me wants it to work still. But I now know it just wont, I've done all I could to make it work, and attacking me was the last straw. Gonna have a good shiner on my eye tomorrow. Like I said I appreciate the advice. The awnser is obvious but feelings made me blind