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Maybe one day I'll fully quit

Going by personal experience, you need to be "mentally" ready.

As I've mentioned quite a few times In various posts, I made every excuse to quit- ranging from my New Year's resolution, to quitting on my birthday, Easter and the list goes on. The day came when I had enough and thew my cigarette packet In the trash can. I was adamant (mentally) that I'd never smoke again, and that was over 10 years ago. By no means was It easy, but It was one of the best decisions I've made.