[Nyx]

The biggest hurdle you will face in the public hacking scene is the toxic, horrible community of toxic, horrible people. Everything else is cake compared to that.

I will admit I sometimes contribute to this, because I want to see it burn.

This is true.

I've made a few attempts to learn and it is really hard. Not just because of the stuff you're learning, it's because 95% of your time is spent trying to find someone that is actually willing to help.