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RE: How did school go with you? 05-20-2019, 06:46 AM
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Oh funny thing that happened to me in middle school, first real panic attack. Not knowing about those at that time and the symptoms matching up with those of a ha's coupled with me being too scared to say anything or excuse myself.. I just decided that it would be easier to die than to say something and probably embarrass myself..
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Seven Years of Service
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RE: How did school go with you? 06-07-2019, 07:38 AM
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School. Hmm. Besides the Sports, I can't say I enjoyed it. Senior year was fun though I suppose. Looking forward to getting the hellz out of there!
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RE: How did school go with you? 06-25-2019, 11:44 AM
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I am senior Collage student , I wish I go back to the school :'(
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RE: How did school go with you? 07-24-2019, 05:20 AM
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if u have lots of friends or if ur popular in anyway it goes fast and easy lol
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RE: How did school go with you? 07-31-2019, 06:00 PM
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I didnt do well in school because I had abusive parents. My step dad was a green beret, special forces for you civilians, and the things that I had to endure would taught and indoctrinated... my mother enabled and was abusive and neglectful herself. When I finally met my father and the courts sent me to live with him, I was 10, and he was abusive too. so another 7 years of HIS fucking bullshit made it really difficult. I moved from school to school and got into fights a lot.
Academically when things were calm I could prove I was more than capable. before all the foster homes and abuse taking its toll, I was in advanced math and science classes. I had an above avg IQ and was musically talented. I could talk before I turned one years old, and developed survival skills kids usually dont have so I struggled to fit in where ever I was sent.
Home is just an illusion for me, its something that was supposed to be but never was. I refuse to accept that which I deserve better of, so dont tell me I had a home. Home was just a magazine article my parents read about and thought it would be cool to get drunk and fuck and got pregnant and took it out on me. They hated each other and that was the hardest thing to understand while having all the academics being forced down my throat, as if passing my math test was more important than not getting abused at home physically. or emotionally.
School still sucks because I was an still am too smart for indoctrination. Im already intelligent. I dont need to believe false truths to learn to be a compliant citizen. perhaps, me NOT drinking as much coolaid as the rest of the populous is why I can see thru the BULLSHIT our society tries to pull over our eyes.
its sad cause I know better and had the life experience to teach me but now as an adult when I try to help or explain something to someone, they just think conspiracy cause they drank from the cesspool. School is only there to serve the establishment. sure you get some freedoms being able to program for some gov company but really, how are any of you free?
I let go of all the shit most are still trying to achieve lol. no need to hold onto something useless and inefficient, look at our society? how can one even derive our education is working? lmao
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RE: How did school go with you? 07-31-2019, 06:31 PM
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Well, now you can work for the CIA...
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