Ill mind of FunKx 11-25-2012, 02:17 PM
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Hey! I'll just jump in quick. My name is not important, you will get to know me better as you read on.
You might now think, what the hell? Just take your time and read on.
Just for once, listen to some stranger.
I'm 18 years old. I was just a kid years back, but as I grew older, I started to study my brain and all the humanity.
I've never lived without pain and doubt. Obviously, everyone have lived through pain, doubt, confusion at least for once in their life. Why am I telling this to you?
Simple. When you feel bad for some reason, you forget everything, except your problems and the reasons of your problems.
You forget that you are not the only one on this planet, who experiences bad times. Next time, when you feel down, think about it.
So, back to me. I've never liked people. In fact, I hate them. I just stick to the closest ones I have, yet I don't love them. You might wonder, how? Why?
I just can't help it. I have no idea, what is love and how it feels.
Anyhow, due to my hate to people, I've always avoided them. It's really hard for me to talk with strangers, but from time to time, I must do it.
Why I hate people? I've never felt like I belong here, in this world. So I feel different about everything, I just protect myself.
Even though, we all are people and we may seem alike. I can tell you, we are NOT alike, we all are different.
We look different, we think different, we talk different, we do stuff different. Everything and everyone are different. Keep that in mind.
Yes, I don't like people, but I enjoy studying them. I've done it for quite awhile now, and I feel amazing about it.
I can guess what people think about me. I know how to manipulate with them. We all are different, but we all live in the same world, we live the same thing.
So we all have the same weaknesses. Yeah! That's priceless, when you've learned to use people weaknesses to your advantage.
I really think, like...ALOT. Yes, sometimes I smoke pot, then I think even more. Don't judge me for smoking pot, I am not becoming retarded cause of smoking it.
If someone asked me, what do I think about our world, humanity? I think, it's crazy shit! The way we think, the way we live...that's amazing.
Our race is SO evolved, that's creepy. The sad part is, the evil is evolving as fast as the good. Maybe even faster.
You see, everyone is evil, more or less. Some people show it, and some people don't, but you can't say that you've never had evil thoughts.
That is one of the reasons, why I hate people. I am not saying that I am not evil. In fact, I am SO bad, some of you would be left amazed. But fck that.
Wanna hear my thoughts about God? There is no God. Even the thought of God existance is retarded. Point your finger at him, walking my world, and I shall believe.
Yeah! You can't. How funny.
The world is a messed up shithole. You can smell greed in the air. Why I mention greed? Greed leads to every bad thing.
Go outside, look around. Marketing! Go home, watch TV. Marketing! Go surf the internet. Marketing again! The whole fucking world is one huge marketing plan.
That kinda drives me mad.
Most poor people are hatin' on the rich people. Why? They probably don't know. Don't hate rich people, they are not the reason for your poorness.
The only stealing mother fuckers are politicians. Instead of hatin' on rich people, think outside the box and you might come up with a million dollar plan.
Rich man is rich, because he is wise. He knew something you didn't. You can be the one who knows, what others don't.
Life is short, that's true. ENJOY the little things, that life offers you. Whenever you can, get the fck out and meet your friends.
Do whatever makes you happy, even if it's playing mobile games, alone in the dark, or dancing around house/apartament.
People say that, when you are old and you know that you gonna die soon, you regret things that you didn't do, not things that you've done wrong.
Use every oppurtunity. I've lived about 1/3 of my life already. But yet, I have never found peace and happyness in myself. I think, the mission of
our lives, is to find love, your soulmate. I've still never found love, and I know that without finding it, I will never feel like I have completed the mission of my life, and I will regret it before I die. I bet that hurts alot. I am not searching for love, but I believe someday, love will find me.
Also, I really recommend not to trust anyone fully. I've been fucked over by close people more than once, you can never be 100% sure. Take care.
You might now think, what the hell? Just take your time and read on.
Just for once, listen to some stranger.
I'm 18 years old. I was just a kid years back, but as I grew older, I started to study my brain and all the humanity.
I've never lived without pain and doubt. Obviously, everyone have lived through pain, doubt, confusion at least for once in their life. Why am I telling this to you?
Simple. When you feel bad for some reason, you forget everything, except your problems and the reasons of your problems.
You forget that you are not the only one on this planet, who experiences bad times. Next time, when you feel down, think about it.
So, back to me. I've never liked people. In fact, I hate them. I just stick to the closest ones I have, yet I don't love them. You might wonder, how? Why?
I just can't help it. I have no idea, what is love and how it feels.
Anyhow, due to my hate to people, I've always avoided them. It's really hard for me to talk with strangers, but from time to time, I must do it.
Why I hate people? I've never felt like I belong here, in this world. So I feel different about everything, I just protect myself.
Even though, we all are people and we may seem alike. I can tell you, we are NOT alike, we all are different.
We look different, we think different, we talk different, we do stuff different. Everything and everyone are different. Keep that in mind.
Yes, I don't like people, but I enjoy studying them. I've done it for quite awhile now, and I feel amazing about it.
I can guess what people think about me. I know how to manipulate with them. We all are different, but we all live in the same world, we live the same thing.
So we all have the same weaknesses. Yeah! That's priceless, when you've learned to use people weaknesses to your advantage.
I really think, like...ALOT. Yes, sometimes I smoke pot, then I think even more. Don't judge me for smoking pot, I am not becoming retarded cause of smoking it.
If someone asked me, what do I think about our world, humanity? I think, it's crazy shit! The way we think, the way we live...that's amazing.
Our race is SO evolved, that's creepy. The sad part is, the evil is evolving as fast as the good. Maybe even faster.
You see, everyone is evil, more or less. Some people show it, and some people don't, but you can't say that you've never had evil thoughts.
That is one of the reasons, why I hate people. I am not saying that I am not evil. In fact, I am SO bad, some of you would be left amazed. But fck that.
Wanna hear my thoughts about God? There is no God. Even the thought of God existance is retarded. Point your finger at him, walking my world, and I shall believe.
Yeah! You can't. How funny.
The world is a messed up shithole. You can smell greed in the air. Why I mention greed? Greed leads to every bad thing.
Go outside, look around. Marketing! Go home, watch TV. Marketing! Go surf the internet. Marketing again! The whole fucking world is one huge marketing plan.
That kinda drives me mad.
Most poor people are hatin' on the rich people. Why? They probably don't know. Don't hate rich people, they are not the reason for your poorness.
The only stealing mother fuckers are politicians. Instead of hatin' on rich people, think outside the box and you might come up with a million dollar plan.
Rich man is rich, because he is wise. He knew something you didn't. You can be the one who knows, what others don't.
Life is short, that's true. ENJOY the little things, that life offers you. Whenever you can, get the fck out and meet your friends.
Do whatever makes you happy, even if it's playing mobile games, alone in the dark, or dancing around house/apartament.
People say that, when you are old and you know that you gonna die soon, you regret things that you didn't do, not things that you've done wrong.
Use every oppurtunity. I've lived about 1/3 of my life already. But yet, I have never found peace and happyness in myself. I think, the mission of
our lives, is to find love, your soulmate. I've still never found love, and I know that without finding it, I will never feel like I have completed the mission of my life, and I will regret it before I die. I bet that hurts alot. I am not searching for love, but I believe someday, love will find me.
Also, I really recommend not to trust anyone fully. I've been fucked over by close people more than once, you can never be 100% sure. Take care.
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