[White Charisma]

Okay so as a few know, my mom had a stroke last december on the 7th </3

Now since then life has gone from bad to worse but here is my main problem

its the 27th of november now and i'm

1) Really not looking forward to next month
2) Scared [fuck the haters]
3) I have this dread everytime i think about christmas

is this bad? or stupid? or weird?

will it go? just lookin' for some advice

thanks <3

[DaPaus]

Hmm... Its perfectly normal. I understand how you must feel yourself right know.(little question I don't really know the meaning of a stroke is it a bleeding in the brain?) if so my uncle died on this about 5 months ago. It's diffrent than your mom but yeah...I don't really know what to say . but it's normal that you are not looking out for next mond. Christmas, family time, being "happy" together... Altough here are some tips:

Talk about it:
With friends, family, some people prefer a stranger I'm sure there will be peopl with the same problem.

write your feelings of you
take some time take a pen and paper and start writting evrything you think about. Some people use it as a to do list but others like me prefer to burn it as symbol off this is the past. (!But never forget the people who yo love!)

Don't crop your feelings
Man DO cry. let your emotions go. I advise you to do this when your alone in a room. If you cry on the street people will look strange.

PM me If you want to know something more, or just want to chat. It can really help to talk about it it's perfect normal to think about it.

[1234hotmaster]

Don't worry it will be fine. Just chill out on the computer and don't worry too much nuffin is gonna happen unless you keep on worrying about it

[Tiddles]

talk about it with people alot of people that care will listen to you

[White Charisma]

Man i know i still worry though i guess its natural

[DaPaus]

It will not stop until Christmas is over believe me

[White Charisma]

man i wish it was over now fml