I Suffer From Depression and Suicidal Thoughts 10-21-2015, 03:37 AM
#1
Well,
it all started when my girlfriend broke up with me. Obviously, I didn't know her IRL, she and I played PlayStation together. Things got serious, but she lived an entire country away.
Also, I was 18, and she was 15...Yeah I like em' younger, it's really all I can get.
Things were on and off with her for a few years, but she always came back to me.
One day, 2 what I thought were FRIENDS went onto my TeamViewer while I was asleep. @Zulxer and Eddy were their names.
I had just been in a fight with my girlfriend, and Eddy and @Zulxer start messaging her, etc...
Eventually they found her nudes, and @Zulxer uploaded them to 4chan.
He added me to the call, and told me. I just broke down in tears, and i am still crying. He even recorded me crying, and posted it to YouTube (as unlisted).
I am really distraught as I thought they were both my friends.
I also think they might have me RATTED, because I saw my mouse move and I didnt see the TV logo. DUDE, Im not FUCKIN BLIND.
Any thoughts?
Heres a selfie for the meantime
![[Image: 5HDcvjl.jpg]](http://i.imgur.com/5HDcvjl.jpg)
No one understands me
it all started when my girlfriend broke up with me. Obviously, I didn't know her IRL, she and I played PlayStation together. Things got serious, but she lived an entire country away.
Also, I was 18, and she was 15...Yeah I like em' younger, it's really all I can get.
Things were on and off with her for a few years, but she always came back to me.
One day, 2 what I thought were FRIENDS went onto my TeamViewer while I was asleep. @Zulxer and Eddy were their names.
I had just been in a fight with my girlfriend, and Eddy and @Zulxer start messaging her, etc...
Eventually they found her nudes, and @Zulxer uploaded them to 4chan.
He added me to the call, and told me. I just broke down in tears, and i am still crying. He even recorded me crying, and posted it to YouTube (as unlisted).
I am really distraught as I thought they were both my friends.
I also think they might have me RATTED, because I saw my mouse move and I didnt see the TV logo. DUDE, Im not FUCKIN BLIND.
Any thoughts?
Heres a selfie for the meantime
![[Image: 5HDcvjl.jpg]](http://i.imgur.com/5HDcvjl.jpg)
No one understands me
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