[Evangelist]

6 years ago.
6 years ago exactly at 3:56 PM my friend was declared dead by the doctors.
History:
He was my long time best friend. Those friends that you grow up with. That are there present since your birth. We did everything together. Faced the world together. He was shot by a rival gang member on 25 February 2007. Since that day I swore never to use drugs or deal again. I failed miserably the first few years. Now I can say that I am honestly living up to my promise. I don't need to tell you that he was my only friend out there. He was a huge part of my life and to see that end so brutally destroyed me inside. I attempted suicide twice just to be reunited with him once again (I was a catholic back then.) Now every 25th of February I take the whole day to remember my good times with him and also the bad times. I was devastated but I can now smile as I know that he will be proud. We never wanted this life by the way. We needed money and this was the only way we could think of since we were underage to legally work.

Bro!
I have grown up a lot since the last time we spoke. I am now married and I am having a baby girl in a few months. I only wish you could have been here to share my moments of maturity with me, I have missed you so much you have no clue. The only thing that keeps me alive is my wife
Your mom is doing great and your dad Is also doing great. We spoke a while yesterday and me and your dad arranged to go hunting. God knows he misses you more than I do and that is a lot. You always made everybody smile we need more smiles in the world. Maybe our lives were never headed the right direction but we always made the most out of it. Your girlfriend still misses you and makes me sad that she hasn't moved on since then. Though I am not religious you are the only reason I still believe there is a heaven out there despite how stupid that sounds. I love you man. I wouldn't be here writing to you if it wasn't for you. I promise I will raise my baby girl and give her the examples we never had. I miss you man. We will see each other once again that is a promise. R.I.P

Look I know it's pointless to write to the dead but inside it makes me feel like I am really talking to him. Every year I write a little letter giving an update on my life dedicated to him even if he is 6 feet buried. Since this is my first year here then I decided to post it. It's the only way I can really vent and let go. I still haven't gotten over that terrible experience. If you have a friend cherish them, love them etc. I know that the meaning of friend has changed but we always have a real person around us. Don't lose them then regret not appreciating them.

[The High Roller]

I always question your life if it's true or not...
You have all these stories that only happen in the movies.

[Evangelist]

I always question your life if it's true or not...
You have all these stories that only happen in the movies.

I guess you will never know huh? I do have a very interesting life though why would I lie about it on the internet? In fact I shouldn't be posting this type of things in the first place.

[Nil]

I'm sorry man. Do what you gotta do. It's sad, but I can't say I have that one close friend like what you had.

[Antics]

I never had any friends sadface.

[Charon]

I never had any friends sadface.

I know that feeling bro.

[BreShiE]

I always question your life if it's true or not...
You have all these stories that only happen in the movies.

Be a cunt some more. Show some respect.

[Antics]

I always question your life if it's true or not...
You have all these stories that only happen in the movies.

Be a cunt some more. Show some respect.

Yeah, Honestly man you obviously just read for 10 seconds the judge {Not to breshie}