[Chuckles]

last year i got an erythema multiforme untreatable kind of disease which i still have and no one knows how long it will last so i will possibly get bothered with it for life and i can't manage without taking pills daily because my body is trying to fight itself and i need to be on diet because some things i eat make it worse and staying in places with the tiniest of particles containing any contaminants provoke rash on my skin, sometimes i thought that having cancer instead would at least kill me one day and not make me suffer for however much i got left to live