[natifix]

I've experienced this point in the timeline feeling. Then I get a weird body rush feeling.

for me this would be a vast understatment. i really do not have the words to describe or explain. only recently have i become aware to what am i. i have had to accept ideas most people would laugh about, as i have had direct experience with them. ideas of time travel,? its totally possible with the mind. not the body. and Imean like outside moving from point a to b. body will never travel, back to a previous time that already occurred but the mind can do this. for one example.

we are NOT supposed to know the path while wlaking it. that much i am aware of but why we receive bits of information along the way i can only wonder. perhaps to indicate we are on the right path? at least that is what i have chosen to "believe"

my intesity pushes the moment to beyond a minute experience. it first started as like a few seconds to 15 seconds of whoo i had been here before, doing exactly this, with those people right there... and is more currently like a flood of energy that starts at my head, and pushes to my feet and back up again. pulsing, and invigorating, hairs standing straight up on end, and my skin will shrivel as if I am in a freezer all of a sudden. The flashses and visions I see in my mind is what rather is of interest and I would rather not discuss those things unless directly approached and asked about it. if you can imagine, one who asks for EVERYTHING, thye would only get as such... dark and light. it can be terrifying, it is unknowing, uncontrollable, and unpredictable. When potential is released to its fullest given behind a conscious and aware mind, they would self destruct, or literally destroy anything of material in existence just by focusing intent into a thought.

To realize ones own full potential, has been the most intimidating experience I have had to endur. I really dont like admit it but I feel doing so, really helps my development as a walking consciousness conductor. I wonder what others experience when they have their own understanding and experiences.

and should I add, I only came to said interest of computer programming because of what I have experienced with my mind.

"Consciousness is the programming language of the universe. that is what we do, that is who we are," unknown source