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I mean... Isn't that depersonalization-derealization disorder? Check up on it.

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feeling like I'm watching my life pass and I'm not taking any part in it.

....normal i guess...when you think about the purpose of existence the ones that  dont think about it are the happiest people.when you realize that nothing you do in your entire life will eventually matter ...Here comes depression ...

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thinking some dark shit, like law breaking shit something I wouldn't really think. Putting into perspective, murder and robbery type shit

....also normal i guess...i mean running simulations in your mind you gotta do it right ? i mean i dont know if its Perfectly normal but you gotta be prepared right ? ...what if u meed to kill someone ,how wud you do it perfectly ,what if you need to rob ..how would you do that ....i mean you never know what this shit of a life is gonna throw at you

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sometimes I'd have a conversation and afterwards question if I actually had one or not, sometimes even asking the suspected person.

....now thats something you need to  look into ....evn get a doctors opinion ..coz you dont want to mix reality with things that go in your mind ....best suggestion while having convs keep them general dont go in specifics allways initiate a diff conv that way you dont have to think if you had the same one the the person.....stay awy from depressing people i guess ..in the sense the sadistic ones ..stay away from alcohol coz it gives away secrets  .....and Fuking SLEEP at leat 8 to 10 hrs ...

Was this necessarily to be dug up. The last time the OP was on these forums is: 04-03-2017, 04:39 PM
By now, the OP would be fine. No need to dig up an old thread for no reason.

undug ..i din c the last time the op was active ..just saw the last 1hr post n like a idiot commented ...¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Your post was subsequent to @"GoldenSt"'s reply, so you're not responsible for the grave dig.