[mothered]

I'm also not handsome so having a girlfriend is very hard for me

That's Immaterial.

In terms of a solid relationship, It's "who you are" as a person (that counts), not how females perceive you by appearance. Most relationships die due to communication breakdowns and/or lack of affection. Being a good looking guy who lacks such qualities, will most likely find himself putting pen to paper to finalize his divorce.