[ParadoxEpoch]

I went though a phase somewhat similar to this and it really led to a massive change my lifestyle where I went from a introverted, quiet guy with low self-esteem to an confident extrovert with narcissistic tendencies.. I wouldn't call it insanity, these things can help you to develop. But then again, I'm no medical expert, but when you change your mindset you can expect some confusion and uncertainty. Especially if you're young, your brain really fucks with you when you're young.