[Defeat]

I have always had severe depression, but over the years developed a coping mechanism (I am a goof IRL). It wasn't until I spent time behind bars that I became a bit more unraveled mentally(always worried about who is out to get you, be it cops, criminals, government, etc), but it kind of goes with the territory. I do have a fairly high IQ(I was in Mensa), but I do not consider myself a smart person in any way, shape or form.

Don't they say that's a common theme among the intelligent. I also don't consider myself smart, but I am constantly achieving academic praise I don't think I deserve tbh