[FurryRock]

Woah, paragraphs of arguments, will read. But eh IMO it can be a sign of weakness, but at sometimes suicide is the option for somebody, not most of the time at all. Hell if I was gonna commit suicide I wouldn't give a shit if I'd be considered weak, because well I wouldn't exist. If you really feel you're causing harm to your community, and it matters that much to ya, I would suggest trying real to fin another method of money making, even if it is more illegal/immoral, if it makes you feel better about yourself, that's what matters.