[Aether]

Suicide as I'm pretty sure everyone here knows isn't a clean-cut topic. However, majority of the people who attempt to label such an act as weak more than likely are simply attempting to do so in order to belittle another, making them feel superior.

In regards to justification for suicide, it completely depends on the context and are completely subjective. I'm not a psychiatrist, so I'm not going to even attempt to act like i'm capable of doing one's job, but you seem in denial.

You state you couldn't care less about what's right and wrong, yet think you don't have a place in society because you're only causing problems ie. selling drugs. Meaning, you actually do care about morality but simply don't want to admit it.

I'll just end this with saying it's never too late to change.