[typhoid]

i cant see how the meaning of life can be known even if there were some ulterior motive apart from those of the innate biological imperatives we are created with(e.g survive long enough to reproduce) and the final result of that creation which is the cessation of ones own existence. what happens inbetween regardless of the specific thermodynamically irreversible actions that occurred, is just wasted time waiting for the end from ones own perspective. everything that is created must end eventually. this is the only universal purpose i can find which holds true so since i reject and will never fufill the innate biological desires i was ingrained with to ensure the survivability of my genetic line, my only knowable purpose for living is to die

You must have copy/paste that from somewhere.

Those are my words.I'm a nihilist. dare u to try to find someone else saying that on google