[Jacob]

I dont know what it feels like or what it means, but i think i am. I have been with my girlfriend for roughly 6 months so far. We've known each other almost 4 years...I think about her constantly. The only fear i have is waking up and not having her. I miss her even hen i just leave her house. Just everything about her makes me so damn happy and i wouldnt change it for anything, not even an infinite amount of money or glory..

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We talk and flirt as if your relationship is only 3 days old, and i never get tired of her..i walk(or skateboard) 10 miles everyday everyday to go see her, even if its just 2 hours i get to see her.

Her family trusts me thank god and only one of her brothers has found out we had sex, but he is a really old good friend so hes shush mouth..

My heart melts and stomach knots up just thinking about her.. and 6 months later i still get butterflies when she is around. I still baby her when she comes to my house, i cook big meals for her, i do everything; and the weird thing is....i enjoy it, and i barely do that stuff for myself..