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This I know. Since I got out of Air Force with SC Disability, I have to go to VA MH Clinic every 2 or 3 months. Purpose is to talk about anything really, but mainly make sure my meds are alright and that I'm not feeling homicidal or suicide. It seems to be working. I've been going for over 20 years.

If you ever, ever, ever, get these feelings, call a hotline or clergy or PM me for my telephone #.
My wife's 35 yr. old brother committed suicide last year by accidental overdose of huffing of
compressed computer air you buy at Walmart. He also had Xanax, Loratab, Alcohol, the huffing, all in combination, caused his death.

It has ran thru my mind before, but I tell my wife, she kicks my ass, and I'm back to normal for several more weeks. G.Jones

If you have PTSD try MDMA or LSD, they are proven to help so much.