[Eternity]

I am bullied everyday at school but not that kind of bullying that you are experiencing right now.

6-8 months ago i was diagnosed with Alexithymia which is a dysfunction which is thought to lead to unempathic and ineffective emotional response socially.
There is 2 types of Alexithymia the first one, is unemphatic and ineffective, that makes you disable to understand emotions for yourself and for others.
The second which is more rare makes you disable to understand your own emotions and basically increase your emotional intelligence so you will be able to understand other people's emotion better than the average human i have the second type(Or type 2).

When i first found out that i had this dysfunction i became more self aware of myself and starting to really think "What do i want to become?" and this lead to heavily depression for a while i didn't want to talk to people anymore since i didn't understand the point of having a conversation.
I was on my computer all day programming, watching movies and series, just to stretch out the time.

Of course no one noticed because of my social emotions didn't change one bit, which was in my head perfect.
I don't like people talking emotional to me because i frankly don't understand how to react to them.

A few weeks later the depression started to fade and i became more and more socially because i started to think "What should i do now?" and not "What do i want to become?" i started to see the world as it is now and not what it is in the future.

What i am trying to say here is to take actions and not just think of how depressed you are but start thinking about what you can do for others.

When you help other people you also help yourself by thinking "Ohh i helped that person now someone is grateful of me."

Now for the bully don't fight back that will only give him a reaction, try to instead talk seriously to him and ask "Why are you doing this to me?" in a calm way.
Remember that this isn't always the case since all people react differently to things.

So try figure out a way to get his attention and say in a different way.

I wish you the best and if you ever want to talk please feel free to add me on Skype: dittocum & Richard brasetvik