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I used to get bullied, but then I got really fed up with it... one night I was thinking about it and I decided that enough was enough and that I would need to stand up for myself. The next day when the kid came up to me and started saying shit I punched him in the face as hard as I could (now, I'm fairly strong so it probably hurt). He fell instantly and then scrambled back to his feet, looked at me with pure anger and hit me in the stomach... it hurt... a lot... but I didn't stop, the hit just made me even more angry. I went agro, filled with adrenaline... he was sent to the hospital and had to get like 30 stitches. No lie, I hit him so many times that the next day my wrists hurt and I couldn't write... well, I never got bullied again... you need to stand up for yourself, If you tell a teacher than the kids will be detained and wont have a chance to beat you up, if you go the route I went and try to beat the shit out of them... make sure you can

Yes, but if the guys are bigger than you?
I know I have to stand up for myself, but I have no self confidence anymore.
If I would try to beat someone in the face, they would do the same and even worse to me.

Then idk what to tell you, build up some muscle or at least some fat... you have all winter break, go exercise your arms