[foxhound]

hello wow what a coincidence, my girl left me too, and she also is now,a after 3 months in with another guy....so i know how you feel.... and i don't have any advice i don't know what to do, obviously the guys here and in the whole world, who say to us that "well its like that, we just need to get another chick and move on" and bla bla bla but i can't understand that...i use to think that if you fight hard for something you could get it, but now i give up, recently, after 3 months of loneliness and pain, a few days ago she send me and mail and ask me to call her, after 3 months of total silence of course, and in the talk she says that she is already with other guy and....what you do you do in this situation? i close that email account, which was the only way of talking with her, because i never had a Facebook or other social network accounts, and we live far from each other, so no shared friend or places....what do you do if you cannot forget ? if you can not let go and at the same time is all lost now.... in the beginning she was cold and way, and everybody say to me that she would never be with me...but i ask her out and fight for months...i used to work in the hostel she was living in....so i make everything i could to make her happy...always help her, always heard her, finally after months she become my girlfriend , and in that moment i promised me that i would never give up with the goals i really care....and now I'm forced to give up in the reason to never give up xD
The only thing that get my attentions off is trying to fud my trojan but, all day long is only she in my mind and if a go outside i believe she is everywhere, cannot eat, sleep, exercise...
i now know the true and is......she a bitch....and i am stupid....

ps: i really think only time can heal something like this....and weed helps too...my weed won't left me xD