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Don't be too hard on yourself.
I broke up with my now ex-girlfriend of 3 years (keep in mind I'm 15) over the summer.

In September, I realized that I had feelings for one of my long time close friends.

She decided that she had feelings for me too, and now she's my girlfriend.

I made a huge mistake. One huge huge huge huge mistake. My well. ex ex girlfriend. Maybe 3 exs ago. She loved me and I loved her. But I was a asshole back then and thought I could have any girl I pleased so she would just be some girl in the past. She said she depression issues and she cut so on. I then ditched her thinking I couldn't put up with it. Later that night she messaged me saying she messed up and she made a mistake and she won't do it anymore and how much she loved me so on. That girl. I miss. I miss so much. She liked everything I liked. I still love her. But I think she hates me. I am pretty positive she does. I am now crying.

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So, you are pursuing a girl, and she dates you when she can't find someone else better? Why would you even date someone like that? You're not going to end up in a healthy relationship with her.

I know this. I thought it was just something she went through now I know.