[mothered]

it supose to be good , but not alwaye
patient for good one

Absolutely, don't settle, you can have friends, but there's a big difference in finding the "one", but listen, life changes and that may not last forever, enjoy the good times.  Get the bad times over with, that will drag like a ton of weight.  No fun.  Nothing is perfect.

^ Speaking from experience, of which I'm proud to say you've won a very arduous battle that many people would have well and truly ended up losing.