[Jidxja]

Will answer your replies tomorrow, need to sleep something ^^

You have 2 choices, you either let her actions eat you on the inside or you break up with her and die a little on the inside, for like 6 months-1year but you transmute that pain and sadness into motivation, maybe you go gym, you go get some money, and after this period i 1000% guarantee that other females will come into your life, better than her.
Remember, it's not her that's special, it's your love that made her special.