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That's your prerogative. But don't do it around your kids. Don't let yourself fall into a cycle of dependency.

In my view, the Issue Isn't being discreet from the kids, but rather you shouldn't do drugs when you have children. Period.

Hiding the fact that you take drugs, demonstrates dishonesty to your kids, which Is Irresponsible and certainly not good parenthood. I'm not targeting this at yourself, but simply voicing my opinion.