[One5212]

My Friend, I am sorry to hear what your going through. I know its hard to believe, but I went through a nightmare worse than what you have explained. I not going to get into details, but you must remember that no matter how bad it gets, there is someone that has it worse. I would suggest you just move on and concentrate on you. I know this is not much help but you will get through this.......keep your head up.