[Sunlight]

That could be it.. I have taken some meds that made me think I was going crazy. Have you tried not taking them to see how you feel off of your medication?

Not gonna take them tomorrow and ask myy doc some questions.

[TwigX]

I get this a lot but I'm old enough to buy alcohol so it helps. Not like majorly getting wankered on it every night but when you get that urge its nice to have a nice cold pint/bottle and a cigarette in your hand. Good luck at the doctors, if that doesn't help and it isn't the meds then try researching some sort of techniques to channel your urges and energy into something else less violent and possibly productive.

[Gogeta]

Theres a HUGE market for this on the onion network also I did not read the OP...

[Sunlight]

Called my doctor and he said that it's coming from my medication.
I won't be taking that shit anymore.

Thanks to all that helped.