[simme]

I've been reading some of the things people have said, I feel as though it has gone for now. Someone suggested doing something unusual like adding something to my routine and I have since done so, I feel like it has made some difference but I have also been getting less sleep (Which is a bad thing but I feel it has helped?) idk what the fuck is wrong with me, but thanks for the input I really didn't expect to get anything. Thank you again.

[Blink]

I've been reading some of the things people have said, I feel as though it has gone for now. Someone suggested doing something unusual like adding something to my routine and I have since done so, I feel like it has made some difference but I have also been getting less sleep (Which is a bad thing but I feel it has helped?) idk what the fuck is wrong with me, but thanks for the input I really didn't expect to get anything. Thank you again.

Keep yourself hydrated, regulate body tempurture and make sure that you are getting enough sleep. That's all I can think of for now.

[d0ntjump]

If you think you are going insane, you most likely are not going insane. I remember thinking the same when I had a terrible period of chronic insomnia (lasted months, with only two to three hours of sleep a night). I began waking up at places I had no idea how I got there. I was seeing things - but it was controllable, therefore, I was not, at least within legal realms, insane. Insanity is where you can no longer functionally interpret reality as to how it is; therefore, you could not possibly know if you were insane.

It is also extremely unlikely that you are going through a psychotic episode of some sort since you don't seem to have any delusions or forms of hallucinations.

Go to the doctor. He'll give you an answer.

Insanity is a normal phase that everyone will encounter at some point in their life. It's nothing more than your mind telling you to grow. The mind is programed to never stop thinking/learning/growing. Insanity is when you stop moving forward and instead continuously turn in circles. Depression, complacency, depersonalization, anxiety are merely symptoms of insanity. You can only defeat insanity by learning to understand it. Everyone has to find their own understanding of insanity. Start by changing small things in your life. Try getting up at dawn and just watching the sun rise and then go for a run. Try to absorb nature, people and things you normally don't acknowledge or take for granted. Try going to different/random places, even if it makes you uncomfortable. Try new foods or get involved with an organization/religion/community. I think you get my point... I believe insanity is a warning. Your mind is telling you to slap yourself in the face and wake up. I hope my words lead you in the right direction. My theories/beliefs are based from my own experiences. I say that because you must endure all things in life to defeat them. Insanity is natural and you will prevail.

Your definition of insanity is incorrect. You are referring to a scientist's opinion of what insanity defines as. Insanity is where you can no longer interpret reality and you fail to understand what is real.

For all we fucking know, OP might be having an onset of a serious illness. I doubt it, but it could be the answer.

That is your opinion and what I said was mine. You would know that if you had throughly read my post. There are many different definitions and branches of insanity. Einstein defined insanity as "Doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results". Alcoholics Anonymous commonly refer to the same definition of insanity. Yes, insanity can be much more complex and extended, however, most people better understand insanity at its simplest form/definition. I think the whole point of what everyone was trying to do was help OP. I surely didn't claim to be a doctor...

[ParadoxEpoch]

I went though a phase somewhat similar to this and it really led to a massive change my lifestyle where I went from a introverted, quiet guy with low self-esteem to an confident extrovert with narcissistic tendencies.. I wouldn't call it insanity, these things can help you to develop. But then again, I'm no medical expert, but when you change your mindset you can expect some confusion and uncertainty. Especially if you're young, your brain really fucks with you when you're young.

[GoldenSt]

I mean... Isn't that depersonalization-derealization disorder? Check up on it.

[Vultra]

I mean... Isn't that depersonalization-derealization disorder? Check up on it.

Code:

feeling like I'm watching my life pass and I'm not taking any part in it.

....normal i guess...when you think about the purpose of existence the ones that dont think about it are the happiest people.when you realize that nothing you do in your entire life will eventually matter ...Here comes depression ...

Code:

thinking some dark shit, like law breaking shit something I wouldn't really think. Putting into perspective, murder and robbery type shit

....also normal i guess...i mean running simulations in your mind you gotta do it right ? i mean i dont know if its Perfectly normal but you gotta be prepared right ? ...what if u meed to kill someone ,how wud you do it perfectly ,what if you need to rob ..how would you do that ....i mean you never know what this shit of a life is gonna throw at you

Code:

sometimes I'd have a conversation and afterwards question if I actually had one or not, sometimes even asking the suspected person.

....now thats something you need to look into ....evn get a doctors opinion ..coz you dont want to mix reality with things that go in your mind ....best suggestion while having convs keep them general dont go in specifics allways initiate a diff conv that way you dont have to think if you had the same one the the person.....stay awy from depressing people i guess ..in the sense the sadistic ones ..stay away from alcohol coz it gives away secrets .....and Fuking SLEEP at leat 8 to 10 hrs ...

Was this necessarily to be dug up. The last time the OP was on these forums is: 04-03-2017, 04:39 PM
By now, the OP would be fine. No need to dig up an old thread for no reason.

[Ed_Horace]

I mean... Isn't that depersonalization-derealization disorder? Check up on it.

Code:

feeling like I'm watching my life pass and I'm not taking any part in it.

....normal i guess...when you think about the purpose of existence the ones that  dont think about it are the happiest people.when you realize that nothing you do in your entire life will eventually matter ...Here comes depression ...

Code:

thinking some dark shit, like law breaking shit something I wouldn't really think. Putting into perspective, murder and robbery type shit

....also normal i guess...i mean running simulations in your mind you gotta do it right ? i mean i dont know if its Perfectly normal but you gotta be prepared right ? ...what if u meed to kill someone ,how wud you do it perfectly ,what if you need to rob ..how would you do that ....i mean you never know what this shit of a life is gonna throw at you

Code:

sometimes I'd have a conversation and afterwards question if I actually had one or not, sometimes even asking the suspected person.

....now thats something you need to  look into ....evn get a doctors opinion ..coz you dont want to mix reality with things that go in your mind ....best suggestion while having convs keep them general dont go in specifics allways initiate a diff conv that way you dont have to think if you had the same one the the person.....stay awy from depressing people i guess ..in the sense the sadistic ones ..stay away from alcohol coz it gives away secrets  .....and Fuking SLEEP at leat 8 to 10 hrs ...

Was this necessarily to be dug up. The last time the OP was on these forums is: 04-03-2017, 04:39 PM
By now, the OP would be fine. No need to dig up an old thread for no reason.

undug ..i din c the last time the op was active ..just saw the last 1hr post n like a idiot commented ...¯\_(ツ)_/¯

[mothered]

I mean... Isn't that depersonalization-derealization disorder? Check up on it.

Code:

feeling like I'm watching my life pass and I'm not taking any part in it.

....normal i guess...when you think about the purpose of existence the ones that  dont think about it are the happiest people.when you realize that nothing you do in your entire life will eventually matter ...Here comes depression ...

Code:

thinking some dark shit, like law breaking shit something I wouldn't really think. Putting into perspective, murder and robbery type shit

....also normal i guess...i mean running simulations in your mind you gotta do it right ? i mean i dont know if its Perfectly normal but you gotta be prepared right ? ...what if u meed to kill someone ,how wud you do it perfectly ,what if you need to rob ..how would you do that ....i mean you never know what this shit of a life is gonna throw at you

Code:

sometimes I'd have a conversation and afterwards question if I actually had one or not, sometimes even asking the suspected person.

....now thats something you need to  look into ....evn get a doctors opinion ..coz you dont want to mix reality with things that go in your mind ....best suggestion while having convs keep them general dont go in specifics allways initiate a diff conv that way you dont have to think if you had the same one the the person.....stay awy from depressing people i guess ..in the sense the sadistic ones ..stay away from alcohol coz it gives away secrets  .....and Fuking SLEEP at leat 8 to 10 hrs ...

Was this necessarily to be dug up. The last time the OP was on these forums is: 04-03-2017, 04:39 PM
By now, the OP would be fine. No need to dig up an old thread for no reason.

undug ..i din c the last time the op was active ..just saw the last 1hr post n like a idiot commented ...¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Your post was subsequent to @"GoldenSt"'s reply, so you're not responsible for the grave dig.

[GoldenSt]

Was this necessarily to be dug up. The last time the OP was on these forums is: 04-03-2017, 04:39 PM
By now, the OP would be fine. No need to dig up an old thread for no reason.

undug ..i din c the last time the op was active ..just saw the last 1hr post n like a idiot commented ...¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Your post was subsequent to @"GoldenSt"'s reply, so you're not responsible for the grave dig.

I actually.. The hell? This was on the first page! I didn't care to notice the date because of that.

[mothered]

undug ..i din c the last time the op was active ..just saw the last 1hr post n like a idiot commented ...¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Your post was subsequent to @"GoldenSt"'s reply, so you're not responsible for the grave dig.

I actually.. The hell? This was on the first page! I didn't care to notice the date because of that.

Irrespective of the page you're on, you would've noticed this In your reply:

Spoiler:

It's good practice to make a mental note of this.