[Spirit]

Hm. I'll give this a try. I've been needing to get this off my chest for while.

Spoiler: More of a rant than secret

I don't know why I can't stop loving this person. They hurt me, they crush me, call me baby, tell me I'm just a friend, fuck me, tell me I'm just a friend, tell me I'm special to them, and they actually do remain loyal to me. We were dating for a long time and one day we had an issue, I yelled in public (valid reason) and lost it on their friend who I'm just about ready to rip his throat out to this very day if he says one more thing to me. I'm honestly stepped all over in relationships meanwhile I'm actually super sweet, caring, loving, and loyal too. Hell we got in an argument the other day and they woke up the next morning to me being at the end of their bed with flowers. Things got better.

We just got into another 'conflict' and they ended up getting all upset since they aren't "good enough for me". I don't even know what to do anymore. I know I should leave for good, but I just can't. I hate this and it even makes me hate myself sometimes. I can't help but to think they stay with me because I'm apparently "the best lover they've ever had" in bed.

Ugh.

I can't follow your story the format is really weird to me.

Care to explain it a little bit more? You're talking about more then 1 person?

It's not really meant to be understood. I just needed to rant about my feelings. I said "they" for the sake of not mentioning their gender.

[RaccoonCity_mybb_import13707]

Hm. I'll give this a try. I've been needing to get this off my chest for while.

Spoiler: More of a rant than secret

I don't know why I can't stop loving this person. They hurt me, they crush me, call me baby, tell me I'm just a friend, fuck me, tell me I'm just a friend, tell me I'm special to them, and they actually do remain loyal to me. We were dating for a long time and one day we had an issue, I yelled in public (valid reason) and lost it on their friend who I'm just about ready to rip his throat out to this very day if he says one more thing to me. I'm honestly stepped all over in relationships meanwhile I'm actually super sweet, caring, loving, and loyal too. Hell we got in an argument the other day and they woke up the next morning to me being at the end of their bed with flowers. Things got better.

We just got into another 'conflict' and they ended up getting all upset since they aren't "good enough for me". I don't even know what to do anymore. I know I should leave for good, but I just can't. I hate this and it even makes me hate myself sometimes. I can't help but to think they stay with me because I'm apparently "the best lover they've ever had" in bed.

Ugh.

Wow, that really sucks.

Though, it does feel good to say it, right?

[BlueCat]

Lol when I joined the site and use to see lots of post's by @chmod and @Ex094 and thought I'm gonner dox the shit out of them, but as I gradually got to know them both and they are awesome! Like my teachers lol

[Plexcon]

It's not really meant to be understood. I just needed to rant about my feelings. I said "they" for the sake of not mentioning their gender.

Oh alright dude, Hope you'll be finally able to make a decision soon.

[chmod]

Lol when I joined the site and use to see lots of post's by @chmod and @Ex094 and thought I'm gonner dox the shit out of them, but as I gradually got to know them both and they are awesome! Like my teachers lol

wtf? what did I do, I can understand Ex094 but a cute cartoon penguin, that's low.....

Spoiler:

:troll:

[Spirit]

@"RaccoonCity"
I'm not necessarily proud of it.
But it was nice to say, I guess.

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@BlueCat
I wouldn't flaunt that off if I were you.

[BlueCat]

@"RaccoonCity"
I'm not necessarily proud of it.
But it was nice to say, I guess.

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@BlueCat
I wouldn't flaunt that off if I were you.

I think you're getting the wrong end of the stick, as part of my comments where true, but not all. As raccoon said, share your darkesat secrets

[alok9shm]

My testicles are paining badly after riding a bicycle after almost 4 years. They should make good testicle-friendly seats now.

[Ex094]

Lol when I joined the site and use to see lots of post's by @chmod and @Ex094 and thought I'm gonner dox the shit out of them, but as I gradually got to know them both and they are awesome! Like my teachers lol

Before doxing me or chmod ask yerself that What you gonna do when we come for you :troll: :Yuck:

[BlueCat]

Lol when I joined the site and use to see lots of post's by @chmod and @Ex094 and thought I'm gonner dox the shit out of them, but as I gradually got to know them both and they are awesome! Like my teachers lol

Before doxing me or chmod ask yerself that What you gonna do when we come for you :troll: :Yuck:

You can not come to me as you don't know where I am :troll: mile: