(07-21-2014, 02:03 AM)Lux Wrote: I see. I've talked to someone who's medicated and diagnosed with a personality disorder. And I can kind of relate to him. The stupidest thing can trigger an episode in me. But I have a fear of doctors so I guess I'll never know.
Doctors can scare me too but I'm around them fairly often as any normal person, to see the dentist or for the annual physical etc., but I know what you mean. A man with a needle, scissors, thread or other utensil is very intimidating.
But thankfully my parents never put me on drugs to "combat" the BPD. It would have seriously changed the way I live my life now. I'm more afraid of thinking about that than I am of my next mood change.
Edit: Going very off topic now.. but PM is open if you have more questions, within reason.