RE: why did you chose your username? 04-17-2018, 06:19 PM
#49
Pretty much what I feel after I meditate consistently, which = everyday.
Growing up I didn't really know that Anxiety was a thing and just assumed I was "normal" the whole time then I started doing research over the years on/off and it all just started to click. Same thing with my depression. Fast forward to Sr. yr in HS I started smoking weed and wondered why I felt 100x better all the time....again it all clicked after on/off research. Then I got really poor and couldn't afford weed that much so I looked into ways to help decrease symptoms of both angst and sadness then stumbled upon meditation. Now weed is more of a creative thing for me or if I want to lock in on a TV Show/Movie/Album better I'll smoke, its not a necessity anymore.
Growing up I didn't really know that Anxiety was a thing and just assumed I was "normal" the whole time then I started doing research over the years on/off and it all just started to click. Same thing with my depression. Fast forward to Sr. yr in HS I started smoking weed and wondered why I felt 100x better all the time....again it all clicked after on/off research. Then I got really poor and couldn't afford weed that much so I looked into ways to help decrease symptoms of both angst and sadness then stumbled upon meditation. Now weed is more of a creative thing for me or if I want to lock in on a TV Show/Movie/Album better I'll smoke, its not a necessity anymore.
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