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There were reasons why I was gone earlier, including school, getting 3 hours of sleep because of school, and other things I don't feel like talking about.
Last week (and a half or a bit more), it was because I came up with the stupid idea to rearrange my keys alphabetically to force me to touch type.  And I may have lost a lot of weight (like 20 pounds) that I needed to not lose, since I was already underweight...  On top of that, I lost all motivation for everything and life kinda sucks, but it's ok...
Did I mention I got sick for 10 days?

Anyway, not sure if I'll be back now, but I hope I will be, and I'll try to get around to writing the next post in the Brainfuck series.

PS: Anyone know why I'm shaking and breathing weird?

[phyrrus9]

There were reasons why I was gone earlier, including school, getting 3 hours of sleep because of school, and other things I don't feel like talking about.
Last week (and a half or a bit more), it was because I came up with the stupid idea to rearrange my keys alphabetically to force me to touch type.  And I may have lost a lot of weight (like 20 pounds) that I needed, since I was already underweight...  On top of that, I lost all motivation for everything and life kinda sucks, but it's ok...
Did I mention I got sick for 10 days?

Anyway, not sure if I'll be back now, but I hope I will be, and I'll try to get around to writing the next post in the Brainfuck series.

PS: Anyone know why I'm shaking and breathing weird?

Sounds like you might need to pay a visit to Dr. phyrrus9

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Sounds like you might need to pay a visit to Dr. phyrrus9

Been there, done that.

I went to a doctor since I was sick (got antibiotics), and I'm going to a psychiatrist some-time soon (I hope).

[mothered]

And I may have lost a lot of weight (like 20 pounds) that I needed, since I was already underweight...  

You mean you were already overweight.

PS: Anyone know why I'm shaking and breathing weird?

What you've described Is consistent with anxiety.

I'm not suggesting you have It, but those with anxiety-related disorders are characterized with such symptoms.
It's great to have you back. Please take care.

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And I may have lost a lot of weight (like 20 pounds) that I needed, since I was already underweight...  

You mean you were already overweight.

Nope, right now I'm 5'9 and 109 pounds.

Anxiety? Sounds right, I seem to have that and depression. I'm getting that checked on soon (I hope) though.

[mothered]

And I may have lost a lot of weight (like 20 pounds) that I needed, since I was already underweight...  

You mean you were already overweight.

Nope, right now I'm 5'9 and 109 pounds.

Anxiety?  Sounds right, I seem to have that and depression.  I'm getting that checked on soon (I hope) though.

Okay, I thought those who're already underweight don't need to lose any further weight.

Anxiety Is often linked with depression. Again, I'm not suggesting you have either, but more so generally speaking. There's many forms of depression and sometimes It can be difficult to find suitable meds. Do get yourself checked and If you're not happy with the diagnosis and/or prognosis, find a doctor who can definitively treat what you're currently experiencing.

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Okay, I thought those who're already underweight don't need to lose any further weight.

Oh, I meant that I needed the weight, not that I needed to lose it

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