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Have you ever felt like everyone in the world looks at you like garbage and that they mean you are only a waste of space in the world? People have many reasons to commit suicided, for example depression or fear. They are 2 reasons that are mostly the reason people do it. The most common however is depression or that they are suffering of some sort of mental problem.

People who commit suicided out of fear are normally killers or people who have done something wrong. The kill themselves because they are too scared to face what they have done. People who kills themselves out of depression mostly does it because they don't think about themselves but on everyone else. They think that everyone else wants them gone so they go ahead and do that.

People say that the hardest thing to do in the world is too take a human life, killing yourself takes a lot of guts so saying that only cowards do it means that either you are completely wrong or you are a bigger coward than them. So which one is it?

Humans live for a purpose we have yet to find. We seek attention, power and supreme state. We always want more, and therefore we will never have that. But attention and power are some of the things we can obtain. Power is hard to obtain in the world we live in unless you are going to kill and exploit someone. However attention for some are easy too get, some get it because they are cool or attractive, some get it because they are different and some get it just because they are who they are. However there are those that want it more than anything and yet they never get it. Those usually fall into depression, or a state were they became almost emotionless.

When I say attention I don't only mean attention like the ones you get from friends, I am talking about the attention from everyone, your mother, father, family and friends. When a person don't receive any of those they feel like no one cares about them at everyone just wants them gone from the earth. This can can leaves to symptoms like cutting your self so that you can feel something else than the pain of being hated, however this is rare.

Could you even think too live in a world were everyone you saw, heard and knew hated you and wanted you gone? In a world were you had rarely felt love, happiness and felt the love of your family. In a world were you have felt nothing but pain, suffering and hatred against you from everyone you ever seen? I highly doubt that. You see people since the dawn of mankind have tried to find the point in life, and they will most likely never find it.

People who commit suicide usually mean that there existence have no meaning at all and that they are born only to die of the hatred and pain given to them, so they take control and end the suffering they have felt since they were born.