[mothered]

but now I kill people I'm told are bad based off of shaky evidence and a screaming, muscular white guy in his mid 30's.

Then why Is It I'm still alive?

I'm kinda hooked on Nicotine, but I switched to vaping (almost down to 0mg nicotine) and I've helped a few people I know who were heavy smokers switch over and lay off of nicotine?

On a serious note, once you kick the addiction altogether, It'll be the best thing you've done. It's been over 10 years since I've quit and I've never looked back.