[pvnk]

I have yet to realize what it is. Most of my life has mostly consisted of doing acid, making a whole lot of money selling drugs, then getting caught, then released, then making money via other unorthodox methods. Why? Probably because I'm diagnosed with antisocial personality disorder (specifically psychopathy) and I genuinely can't respect authority and follow simple society rules - I pretty much have a ton of acrimony for society in general.  I'm extremely fastidious, so getting a job with a good salary would be rejected. I'm artificial in every aspect - even to myself sometimes, which is odd; mostly emotions and giving a damn. Basically - I don't have a single fucking clue what the meaning of my life is.

How 'bout you?

Same.