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RE: Last Wishes? #11
(01-10-2017, 12:37 AM)Inori Wrote:
(01-09-2017, 11:50 PM)Aeolian Wrote:
(01-09-2017, 11:32 PM)pvnk Wrote: You really took advantage of this thread.

4 years? Correct me if im wrong but aren't you 16?

If so you felt this way at 12?

We started going out in grade 8, if I remember right, and it lasted around a year. I think it was closer to three years ago, though.

Quite young, I was more into yugioh & cartoons back then aha!
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RE: Last Wishes? #12
(01-09-2017, 11:37 PM)Inori Wrote:
(01-09-2017, 11:32 PM)pvnk Wrote:
(01-09-2017, 10:13 PM)Inori Wrote: I'd wish (I do anyway) that I had treated my first girlfriend better. Not that I wasn't good to her, but we were both a little fucked up at the time we started dating, and there are definitely things I could've done differently to delay or avoid our breakup (it was mutual, I'm not that clingy).

We still talk occasionally, but neither of us are interested in dating at all (afaik) for at least a few years, and even if we were I doubt we'd get back together. I realize this all sounds pretty stupid, but after three (maybe four?) years, I still feel like there was something special there that I've yet to see again, and I feel like an idiot for not doing better to maintain it.

You really took advantage of this thread.

I'm half expecting someone to call me a faggot, but I don't really care. It's good to get stuff like this out there once in a while.
That would be rude. I am not rude. You know that.

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RE: Last Wishes? #13
(01-10-2017, 01:05 AM)pvnk Wrote:
(01-09-2017, 11:37 PM)Inori Wrote:
(01-09-2017, 11:32 PM)pvnk Wrote: You really took advantage of this thread.

I'm half expecting someone to call me a faggot, but I don't really care. It's good to get stuff like this out there once in a while.
That would be rude. I am not rude. You know that.

Not you, per se, but I have a few in mind who would. Regardless, let's not further derail the thread.
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RE: Last Wishes? #14
(01-09-2017, 10:13 PM)Inori Wrote: I'd wish (I do anyway) that I had treated my first girlfriend better. Not that I wasn't good to her, but we were both a little fucked up at the time we started dating, and there are definitely things I could've done differently to delay or avoid our breakup (it was mutual, I'm not that clingy).

We still talk occasionally, but neither of us are interested in dating at all (afaik) for at least a few years, and even if we were I doubt we'd get back together. I realize this all sounds pretty stupid, but after three (maybe four?) years, I still feel like there was something special there that I've yet to see again, and I feel like an idiot for not doing better to maintain it.

Feels man. Basically my same experience. She left for a while because I decided it was up to her whether to go for a year or not, and she waited too long and ended up being forced to. A lot of stuff we did we didn't get along with and I honestly tried one-upping her continuously.

So yeah, I would wish for a chance to do that over too.. (1)

Besides that, that I had been more dedicated freshman year of high school, Its incredibly hard to get my GPA up now. (2)

That I had a 350z/370z (3)

That I devoted more time to meditation so that I could actually further my religious work. (4)

You know, not die today, obviously. (5)
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RE: Last Wishes? #15
(01-09-2017, 10:13 PM)Inori Wrote: I'd wish (I do anyway) that I had treated my first girlfriend better. Not that I wasn't good to her, but we were both a little fucked up at the time we started dating, and there are definitely things I could've done differently to delay or avoid our breakup (it was mutual, I'm not that clingy).

We still talk occasionally, but neither of us are interested in dating at all (afaik) for at least a few years, and even if we were I doubt we'd get back together. I realize this all sounds pretty stupid, but after three (maybe four?) years, I still feel like there was something special there that I've yet to see again, and I feel like an idiot for not doing better to maintain it.

It's nice to see someone not afraid to actually say stuff like this. FYI, you're allowed to be human when posting on the internet. And so what if you're young? You're only going to be young for a few years and things will always feel more intense and special at that age. Some of the most important lessons learned for relationships are in the years of teenagehood. You'll know to do better next time!

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RE: Last Wishes? #16
@pvnk Took me a while to get back online.

I'd probably choose to be able to learn forever and have access to all online knowledge...
But that's kinda cheap cause I wouldn't really die then.

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I'd probably wish that I had fallen in love with someone and they fell in love with me.

I have had a pretty lonely life so far... OK?

But the problem with this is if they still love as I am dying then it would cause them pain and I don't want to inflict that on someone.
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(11-02-2018, 02:51 AM)Skullmeat Wrote: Ok, there no real practical reason for doing this, but that's never stopped me.

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RE: Last Wishes? #17
Wishes:

Trip acid as I go to my death

Triple Decker Wendies Burger

Be surrounded by people I love

Get cowboy bebop tattoo and post on SL to get that one award

I've run out of ideas, though this would really depend on what kind of mindset i'm in that day, I might want Taco Bell
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RE: Last Wishes? #18
- The ability to have one more look at the fondest memory I have
- Let me say goodbye to my children (if any)
- Melee tag goes to my son
- Play this at my funeral:

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RE: Last Wishes? #19
(01-10-2017, 04:12 AM)insidious Wrote: Be surrounded by people I love

Odd, that seems almost too normal for this foru-
(01-10-2017, 04:12 AM)insidious Wrote: Get cowboy bebop tattoo and post on SL to get that one award

There we go, never mind.
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don't have much in the first place, who feel the new currents and ride them the farthest.

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RE: Last Wishes? #20
I would only have two wishes.

First, I want to be doped up when I die so I need somebody to go out and buy me the strongest Heroin they can get ahold of. I'll fall asleep and die painlessly.

Two, I would like to be cremated and my ashes spread at my favorite hangout spot of my childhood -- The West End Overlook in Pittsburgh, PA. Preferably at night, the view is much better at night.
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