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It depends on one's circumstances.

If a given person Is dying from a terminal Illness and wishes to end his/her suffering by committing suicide, then In my views, It's certainly not weak, but more so based on the hopelessness of the Illness Itself. By creating this thread, you've acknowledged your Issue(s). So respectfully speaking, rather than running away and contemplating suicide, take a stand, fix all that you've mentioned and formulate some strategies to create a life that'll lead In a positive direction.