[mothered]

Divorce Court Friday. 

I wish you all the very best with the outcome.

Rest assured, be It now or In the near future, the clouds will pass and the sun will shine.

And those words truly hit home, and help me know and stay true to my heart, that, this to, shall pass.  And help me know and feel, that staying my course, and hearing the most awesome inspiring words and feelings right here, from some of the greatest, honorable, individuals I have ever met, right here on this site, have kept me so on par and true with who I am and want to be, and stay.  How easy it would have been to cause a lot of evil and chaos, which does not radiate from me, as much as I can help, being a sinner and not perfect.

I live less than a minute away from my soon to be ex, whom I was married to for over 20 years, and my 3 greatest gifts from above, my children.  This being the worst war I ever fought in cause my children are used as pawns and my pensions to secure my future are gone, throw in Covid.  Yet, I can honestly say, I was never abandoned by Sinisterly, and was constantly shown, this will pass, remain positive, stay true to who I am, and there are phenomenal men and women here, who will be here, now, and in my future to help me back on my feet. I will never be able to thank you for helping me.  My goal is to finish my divorce as fairly as possible and to be on here daily learning and helping if I can, because I have found a place and an excitment I haven't felt in decades.

No matter where you stand on here.  I honor and thank you.  I look forward to learning something I gave up decades ago, so bare with my long stories and goofy questions.  Help me learn, and hey, I may have been in Law Enforcement, but I have been SEing and a few other things forever.  There is no judging from me.  I'm blessed to be here with such incredibly skilled, intelligent individuals.  Eternally Grateful!

Respectfully Submitted,

G

Thank you for your kind words.

You've been through (and still going through) more than any Individual can handle. The moment your divorce has been finalized, It's time to make a fresh start and move forward with your life In a most positive direction, by solely focusing on what "you" want to achieve. Disregard all negativity- that's gone and over and done with, hence should not have an Impact on how you'll live your life post divorce.

[Spooky]

If your life is boring then change it. It sounds like you are either extremely lonely or getting in with the wrong crowd.

However, yes you can buy small/personal amounts from the darkweb without having to worry about the police kicking in your door. They aren't worried about users, they want sellers or distributors. If you are worried look into getting a drop.

[mothered]

This thread Is precisely a year old.

I'd say It's safe to assume the OP has sorted out his request and concerns.