[The High Roller]

Is there a way to get rid of the thoughts of death. I've been inhaling butane and every time I stare (high) at the mirror I see myself in the middle of death lying down on the tile floor crying.
I then think of myself entering hell and wishing I had never touched drugs before.

This obviously is very bad for my health, I know. But I can't sleep if I think of death, is there a solution?

[Anonymous]

Is there a way to get rid of the thoughts of death. I've been inhaling butane and every time I stare (high) at the mirror I see myself in the middle of death lying down on the tile floor crying.
I then think of myself entering hell and wishing I had never touched drugs before.

This obviously is very bad for my health, I know. But I can't sleep if I think of death, is there a solution?

Yeah try and channel this into another form or attemp to get your mind off the shit your on. Like I channel my food habbits by smoking...I eat less when I smoke. I dont smoke I munch down like a mofo...wouldnt matter because I can't gain weight. Try and channel this to something like a hobby, and cut loose any friends that have the drug habbits to, that will help, well might not have to cut them loose just dont be around when they do it.

[The High Roller]

Is there a way to get rid of the thoughts of death. I've been inhaling butane and every time I stare (high) at the mirror I see myself in the middle of death lying down on the tile floor crying.
I then think of myself entering hell and wishing I had never touched drugs before.

This obviously is very bad for my health, I know. But I can't sleep if I think of death, is there a solution?

Yeah try and channel this into another form or attemp to get your mind off the shit your on. Like I channel my food habbits by smoking...I eat less when I smoke. I dont smoke I munch down like a mofo...wouldnt matter because I can't gain weight. Try and channel this to something like a hobby, and cut loose any friends that have the drug habbits to, that will help, well might not have to cut them loose just dont be around when they do it.

God, if only it was easy. Inhalants are so addicting because they are so damn fun!
I'll just do it one more time tomorrow morning, trip out insanely then quit for a couple of years. By then I might convert to something less harmful like LSD, or magic mushrooms.

[Anonymous]

Is there a way to get rid of the thoughts of death. I've been inhaling butane and every time I stare (high) at the mirror I see myself in the middle of death lying down on the tile floor crying.
I then think of myself entering hell and wishing I had never touched drugs before.

This obviously is very bad for my health, I know. But I can't sleep if I think of death, is there a solution?

Yeah try and channel this into another form or attemp to get your mind off the shit your on. Like I channel my food habbits by smoking...I eat less when I smoke. I dont smoke I munch down like a mofo...wouldnt matter because I can't gain weight. Try and channel this to something like a hobby, and cut loose any friends that have the drug habbits to, that will help, well might not have to cut them loose just dont be around when they do it.

God, if only it was easy. Inhalants are so addicting because they are so damn fun!
I'll just do it one more time tomorrow morning, trip out insanely then quit for a couple of years. By then I might convert to something less harmful like LSD, or magic mushrooms.

Or you could just smoke cigs, with a bit of weed usage. (not trying to promote drug usage). I gave up all that shit when I was under a list of shit and wrecked my truck and got put in a comma. Now all I think about is my son. (Trust me a kid truely changes your life. No not saying to go out and have one.)

[The High Roller]

Is there a way to get rid of the thoughts of death. I've been inhaling butane and every time I stare (high) at the mirror I see myself in the middle of death lying down on the tile floor crying.
I then think of myself entering hell and wishing I had never touched drugs before.

This obviously is very bad for my health, I know. But I can't sleep if I think of death, is there a solution?

Yeah try and channel this into another form or attemp to get your mind off the shit your on. Like I channel my food habbits by smoking...I eat less when I smoke. I dont smoke I munch down like a mofo...wouldnt matter because I can't gain weight. Try and channel this to something like a hobby, and cut loose any friends that have the drug habbits to, that will help, well might not have to cut them loose just dont be around when they do it.

God, if only it was easy. Inhalants are so addicting because they are so damn fun!
I'll just do it one more time tomorrow morning, trip out insanely then quit for a couple of years. By then I might convert to something less harmful like LSD, or magic mushrooms.

Or you could just smoke cigs, with a bit of weed usage. (not trying to promote drug usage). I gave up all that shit when I was under a list of shit and wrecked my truck and got put in a comma. Now all I think about is my son. (Trust me a kid truely changes your life. No not saying to go out and have one.)

I would like to start a family, could be a life changing experience to where I focus on them solely instead of myself. Great idea.

[Anonymous]

Is there a way to get rid of the thoughts of death. I've been inhaling butane and every time I stare (high) at the mirror I see myself in the middle of death lying down on the tile floor crying.
I then think of myself entering hell and wishing I had never touched drugs before.

This obviously is very bad for my health, I know. But I can't sleep if I think of death, is there a solution?

Yeah try and channel this into another form or attemp to get your mind off the shit your on. Like I channel my food habbits by smoking...I eat less when I smoke. I dont smoke I munch down like a mofo...wouldnt matter because I can't gain weight. Try and channel this to something like a hobby, and cut loose any friends that have the drug habbits to, that will help, well might not have to cut them loose just dont be around when they do it.

God, if only it was easy. Inhalants are so addicting because they are so damn fun!
I'll just do it one more time tomorrow morning, trip out insanely then quit for a couple of years. By then I might convert to something less harmful like LSD, or magic mushrooms.

Or you could just smoke cigs, with a bit of weed usage. (not trying to promote drug usage). I gave up all that shit when I was under a list of shit and wrecked my truck and got put in a comma. Now all I think about is my son. (Trust me a kid truely changes your life. No not saying to go out and have one.)

I would like to start a family, could be a life changing experience to where I focus on them solely instead of myself. Great idea.

Before you make your final choice here bro, theres a lot to take in with this. I mean THINK ABOUT THIS... I thought it would help my 5 year relationship...didnt..broke up now I see my son ever other weekend, and I have to pay child support. These things are what you need to think about. Because if something like this happened to you, it could just put you back right where you are now. Its the same reason I wrecked my truck and blah blah.

[The High Roller]

So true man, I'll just be taking it slow from here on out.

[Anonymous]

Yeah just hate to see someone do what I did, because now I feel like everyone views me in a completely different way. Which why I hate when people judge upon one wrong choice.

[The High Roller]

If I had some OTC drugs I probably wouldn't be doing inhalants but god if you drink nyquil day after day it just gets nasty.
As soon as some one opens a bottle of dxm I gag at the horrible smell and feel nauseous.

Now I do robitussin pills so all is good.

[Anonymous]

LOL I will stick with drinking and having a good time with friends.